Patience has never been one of my better virtues. I want what I want - and I want it now! It's funny how I can be very tenacious on some things and not so much on others. You know...like hunting down the perfect piece of pineapple upside down cake vs. that 4 mile hike I was supposed to take but decided to sleep in instead. Pleasure vs. pain I guess. Well... today I broke one of my rules. I got on the scale. After all I have been eating great for the past two weeks and surely my good deeds are starting a pay off, right? So I jump on the scale expecting some great results - after all my stomach no longer looks like I am 6 months preggers. Imagine my dismay when I realize that I have actually gained a few ounces. I get off the scale thinking this can't be right. Jump back on only to see the same damn numbers blinking back at me. WTF!!! Talk about frustration!!!!!!
I am writing this entry today to keep myself grounded and focused. See - this is normally the point where I would say..."it doesn't seem to matter what I eat so- F@%K IT - I might as well eat those fries". Well not today my friends. I am NOT going to be my own enemy and I am NOT going to be defeated on achieving my goals. Yes, I ate great - but I didn't work out the way I intended. Maybe, just maybe, I am on the verge of a break through. Stay focused that the results will happen!
-Suzanne
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